Tuesday, October 30, 2007



I have been slacking SO bad on this blog! This is my cutie daughter Maddy enjoying her towel (thanks Grandma Clara!) after bathtime. Last night she stayed up from midnight when Daddy got home, until around 6am. That was SO hard on me. I was doing all I could to stay awake with her. Today I tried keeping her up a bit so we'll see how that works. I need to work on getting her a steady routine. I was speaking with my friend tonight and she was telling me about scheduling music and story time with her, even though she's so young. I think that may help to entertain and keep her awake in the day. She's sleep now and I should be napping with her but I'm not. Tomorrow is Halloween and I'm taking my little sister Debra to Disneyland with my friend Dayna. It should be fun but I hope I can stay awake that long! Grammy will be here with Madison until dad gets home. It should be a fun day. Only a few more days until its the weekend! I need to get a life. haha

Saturday, October 06, 2007

So, every day as a Mommy has been wonderful & I feel so blessed. Waking up in the middle of the night to care for her, doesn't bother me. I haven't slept or ate since I've been home (last Sunday) but I'm happier than I've ever been. I have a little life that depends on me and loves me. Its been so great for both Fabian and I. As you know he graduated academy the day after Maddy was born so that was the best week of his life, and mine too. Now I get to stay home and take care of my baby, house and husband. Knowing me I will try to find a way to generate more business on my hair site and keep busy doing that as well. I can't help that business woman inside won't go away : ) Well, off to Babies R Us to get the last piece of Maddy's Cherry Blossom Graco set, the pack n play! So exciting!

Madison Ashley was born!!

Let me share my birth story....

So we got to the hospital on Weds 9/26 and were checked in at 3:30pst. (I had a dr. appt. earlier that day to monitor the baby and my amniotic fluid level was low so they sent me to the hospital to be induced) I was a direct admit so they had me on monitors in triage while they waited on a labor room for us. Everything was fine. We finally got our room about 5:30 pm. They hooked me up to an IV for fluids, we got settled and I turned on the tv. Fabian was hungry and hadn't packed snacks for himself. We waited on the nurse to come in. She finally came in around 6pm and told us what was going on. She also told me not to worry and that the monitors monitoring the baby's heartrate (which was always in the mid 140's to 150's) were set up to the nurses station out front and if there is a dip, they will all rush in and try to have me move around and get the baby to shift so don't worry if that happens (premonition??) She told us she would be right back w/Pitocin and since I was already dialated to 4, that was a great place for me to start and I could have the epidural at any time. I was relieved! Then I told Fabian to go quick and get a sandwich before she came back w/my Pitocin. I got on my cell w/my sister Renee and then the nurse comes in the room w/the Pitocin (10 min after DH left). I hung up w/my sister and immediately the heartrate monitor starts beeping. I looked over at it and it said 85bpm! My heart dropped. I thought the monitor must have moved and its picking up my heartrate. The nurse ran over to me and started having me rotate sides and then put an oxygen mask over my face telling me to take slow deep breaths. Okay so I was officially freaked out. Then 5 nurses run in and they all start telling me to rotate sides and then they immediately started to unhook me from everything, saying call the dr, which OR are we taking her too, "honey we're taking you to the operating room for an emergency c-section to deliver your baby okay, don't worry" as I'm being wheeled down the hall in my bed. I try not to cry but tears start falling from my eyes and I keep breathing through my mask. I just started praying. As soon as I got to OR the anesthesiologist was there already and he immediately started administering the epidural. The nurses were sweet talking to me, holding me, telling me what I was feeling. They were saying "wheres her husband, whats his number honey, oh we got it, I called him for you". My dr comes in and he tells the anesthesiologist "your 2 minutes are up", he says "I'm done already she's all yours." Then my dr starts, I say, "I'm going to throw up", my stomach heaves, I'm worried that is messing up the dr while he's cutting, I throw up in a bucket. 2 minutes later I hear the suctioning and Maddy crying (born at 7:05pm, 7lbs 1oz). Then I hear my husband, "Is my wife alright??" They checked Maddy out, wrapped her up and brought her over to me so I could kiss her. Then I was off to recovery. From the beginning to end of the ordeal they had her delivered in 5 minutes. The dr. still doesn't know what caused her heartrate to dip like that for so long (5 minutes if I didn't mention it already), no cord around her neck, nothing wrong w/her heart or anything.

SO, thats why I'm just home today. They could have released me yesterday but said I can stay one more day. I opted to stay because my bleeding was still pretty heavy and pain level fluctuating. And I needed to see the lactation consultants again for HELP!

The c-section and everything went great and my dr was awesome. I had educated myself just in case but nothing can prepare your mind for a c-section done in an emergency situation. I've been managing the pain and the baby is great as well, yes I'm in LOVE.